STAND UP AGAINST BULLYING: I never could
and still dont understand why people especially other teens could be so cruel.
You make fun of people because of looks, style, voice, sexuality, race, etc.
What justice does that do? Nothing. Teens call girls sluts, whores, etc because
they got pregnant at 15. But some of those girls, you don't know they were raped
and were brave enough to keep their baby. ...It doesnt
change anything but make her feel worse about the situation. You don't know what
they've been through or how it happen. What that person feels, how many rude
comments they get a day. One sweet comment or even a hello can change a persons
mind from wanting to commit suicide. One person can change a life but thousands
of people can make a difference. Ive had friends try to commit suicide, try to
drink or smoke their problems away, cut themselves, and purposely try to lose
their child because they couldnt take it anymore. I am asking all of you to
please stand up against bullying. Stand up for what you believe is right and
make a difference. It starts with you.

Things were getting a little easier. Hit some huge shocking bumps in the past 2weeks. I was handling it well. Then I went into Target today and I wish I hadnt. All the little kids and babies with their momies. Getting ready for Easter. All the cute adorable baby clothes... I thought I was okay until I just wanted to cry my eyes out.

Im so overwhelmed with things that I feel like my head is going to explode -.-

For the first time today, I said it with out crying...knowing deep down I wanted to. I told someone I didnt expect myself to tell. It's a secret from most and parts of it I am not proud of. But I love my babies to death. Not many will understand and some will think its stupid but I get it. I understand. I care. I want to make a difference. And I will.